2008年10月24日

When You're Gone ...


那天跟余翰哲的同事們一起去吃SOTO,是我這一陣子以來最開心的一晚,我已經很久很久沒有笑了,像那樣瘋狂大笑過,用我那招牌的「倒抽一口氣」笑法,笑到都流眼淚,可是回家後還是不知為什麼有點空空的感覺。

自己騎著車的路上,我記得很清楚,我明明心情很平靜,但是當我騎經過漢神巨蛋時,我忽然流了眼淚。我想起了小花。我以為我已經可以接受這一整件事情了,卻發現自己好像後知後覺那樣,忽然間,有一股比事發當時還要龐大的哀傷向我襲來,我忽然間不能自己,口罩整個被我的眼淚沾濕。我的眼是濕的,臉是濕的,心也是濕的。


還我小花......

這些事情就一直在我心裡來來去去。我覺得我的生活是一灘死水。



在這邊附上Avril Lavigne的When You're Gone,給小花,大家就邊聽背景音樂、邊看著歌詞,體會一下我想表達的意境吧。(翻譯歌詞轉載自yahoo知識+)

When You're Gone / Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
我總是需要自己獨處的時間

I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
當我哭泣時從未想過需要你

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
當我獨自一人時卻度日如年

And the bed where you lie
床上你躺的位置

is made up on your side
已經為你準備好
When you walk away
當你離開時

I count the steps that you take
我計算著你的腳步

Do you see how much I need you right now?
你明白此刻我有多需要你嗎?
When you're gone
當你離去

The pieces of my heart are missing you
我碎成片片的心想念著你

When you're gone
當你離去

The face I came to know is missing too
熟悉的面容也消逝了

When you're gone
當你離去

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
我需要聽到過去總是伴我我安然度過每天的話語

I miss you
我想你
I've never felt this way before
以前從未有過這種感覺

Everything that I do
我做的每件事情

reminds me of you
都會聯想到你

And the clothes you left
你留下的衣服

they lie on the floor
仍在地板上

And they smell just like you
它們還殘留你的氣味

I love the things that you do
我愛你這麼做
When you walk away
當你離開時

I count the steps that you take
我計算著你的腳步

Do you see how much I need you right now?
你明白此刻我有多需要你嗎?
When you're gone
當你離去

The pieces of my heart are missing you
我碎成片片的心想念著你

When you're gone
當你離去

The face I came to know is missing too
熟悉的面容也消逝了

When you're gone
當你離去

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
我需要聽到過去總是伴我我安然度過每天的話語

I miss you
我想你
We were made for each other
我們是天生一對

Out here forever
永遠在此

I know we were
我知道我們曾經是

Yeah
耶…
All I ever wanted was for you to know
我始終想讓你明瞭

Everything I do I give my heart and soul
我是用心及靈魂去做每件事

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
我無法呼吸, 我需要感覺你在此陪伴我

Yeah
耶…
When you're gone
當你離去

The pieces of my heart are missing you
我碎成片片的心想念著你

When you're gone
當你離去

The face I came to know is missing too
熟悉的面容也消逝了

When you're gone
當你離去

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
我需要聽到過去總是伴我我安然度過每天的話語

I miss you
我想你

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